Don’t you get this feeling of wanting something or crave to live with something in your life.
And you try your best to have it, and when you’re so close.. you just lose it, get disappointed, get hurt a lot.
And you try again, and get the same result.
Over and over again for months or even years, till one day.. you feel that you’re accepting the fact that you don’t need this thing in your life anymore, cause forgetting about it makes you less hurt
Sad, isn’t it?